I am so scatterbrained! I just have so much I want to do and learn, but not enough time or space in my brain! I'm only 5 months into school and I'm bored and life just isn't working with the demanding school schedule!
I LOVE doing hair, but I'm not learning and its not exciting, my instructors seem as bored as I do which isn't inspiring one bit. I feel like I'm losing myself in the walls of Regency.
With Sky having a bizay schedule working long days, I can't stand to be in school all day and all week without spending time with baby girl. As lame and over protective as it seems I don't think I can part with Harper and leave her to some stranger for bundles of money. Sacrificing time with baby harper AND sacrificing large amounts of cash money. Doesn't make sense.
If I'm gonna spend thou$ands on something, I want it to be designer, not a babysitter.
So what am I going to do with myself?
LEARN SOME HOBBIES, GET SOME SKILL, AND KNOW MY KIDS.
i want to be "that" mom. the super mom.
Being with your precious little girl is the best place you can be. It is normal to want to be with our kids. I love being with my kids even though I'm far from being a supermom. In all actuallity super mom doesn't exist. I know a lot of ladies why try to be super mom and burn themselves out. As a matter of fact I've tried to be super mom and burnt myself out, but now I'm just content to be Mom to my 6 and although it gets stressful at times, there is nothing I'd rather be doing than spending the day playing with them and cleaning up after them, and training them to clean up after themselves. I was reading through this blog, www.smallnotebook.org , the other day and thought of you. She has some great tips on living simply. She even does a no spend month where they don't spend anything over the basic neccessities to live for the month. I've got some great tips from her. I especially like the article she wrote on contentment. Man I wish someone had of told me those things when I was a young married wife, of course I probably wouldn't of listened and 15 years later I'd still be figuring it out, just like I am now. Love you.
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