What's Stronger? Determination, or Fear?

I was talking to one of my oldest friends today about things that we've always wanted to do, but haven't because we were ignorant about how to "break into" that certain thing, or because we were scared so we didn't even try.

I was just wondering if anyone out there had a passion or desire to try or do somthing, but haven't because something is stopping you, like fear or self-doubt.

What can we do about this? What are some ways to look past our fears and accomplish our desires?

Is it pure motivation that can drive us? Desire? Confidence?

Lannan is Looking for More is my blog about me finding myself, finding what I like, what i want to do, and dcoumenting my growth and progress. I've only been documenting life from a 3rd party perspective.

Now I'm looking for answers. 

Goals for this year

* Develope Make-up Portfolio
* Develope Hair Portfolio
* Develope Painting Portfolio
* Re-do master bath

*******Make an actual living off freelance hair and make-up

So, I have a bunch of photoshoots booked throughout these next few months. I was thinking of starting a blog just of my shoots.
Anyway, I have like 3 blogs as it is.
Whatever.
:)

My Over-sized Treat

I was having a rough day yesterday, so of course when Skyler got home I asked him to run to the store and get me a treat! He's done this task many a time, especially during my two pregnancies so I assumed he would know what I wanted. I'm a cake and cookie kinda gal, so maybe a few cookies from the bakery? A slice of cheesecake?

Well he comes home with this...

This HUGE ass cake. I was stunned. Haha. Where were these kinda treats when I was growing babies? When I was pregnant I got a little cup of fruit with some sugar for a treat, and now he brings home huge ass chocolate cakes. 

Anyway, I thought it was hilarious and as you can see, I barely have made a dent in the thing. Haha.